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Here's to All of Us Beautiful Confused Imperfections

Good Morning My Confidants

So for the last hour I have been reading hilarious memes. I mean just laughing so hard that my sides hurt. What a great way to start the day. Laughing.

If there's any truth to the Law of Attraction, and you all know I think there is, that's a wonderful vibrations I radiated out into the world this morning. And if like vibrations attract like vibrations, I hope that means I'm laughing all day long. This is especially good for a Wednesday, don't you think?

By the way, be expecting hilarious memes, and if you don't think they're funny, wait until tomorrow to lecture me about it, okay? I don't want those vibrations.

Plan Today: Do one thing that will make RBear happy.

Last night in our meeting with a counselor, the different types of love were discussed. Do you have any trouble believing that my type of love, or expression of love actually, is flowers and gushy cards and pretty things and hearts.

RBear's expression of love is acts of service. And in the last year he's done a heck of a lot of them.

And so....

Plan Today: Do one thing that will make RBear happy.

Before I went to bed last night he was asking if I could do a couple of things and so that's my plan, to do at least one of them. For instance, I've mentioned that he's been going through the attic and doing a lot of work up there and he's found a whole lot of clothes that I don't even remember. He brought down a big laundry basket of stuff and wants me to look through it and decide what to do with it.

I'm going to do it.

Maybe not for a little while.... I'm drinking my morning coffee after all, and nothing works until I've had my coffee.

But I'm going to do it.

And by stating this right here, that means I'll be publicly responsible for doing it. I'll be accountable. And the way my mind has been working lately, that's what it'll take to motivate me. That, and love. Pure love. 100% Pure Love

From the back to the middle and around again

I'm gonna be there to the end

100% pure love!

Anybody remember that song except me? Anybody want to start bopping in their seat just thinking about it?

That was Crystal Waters. She came to at least one, and I think two, Kansas City Gay Prides....

Every time I look at that great big laundry basket today I'm going to think of that song and I promise you all I want to do this act of service for RBear.

It'll be good for me.

What is an act of service you could do today? Not something that you're obligated to do. Not that mother thing, where the world teaches you that everybody else should be first. Because if you don't take care of yourself first you can't take care of anybody else. But in the last year so of healing, I've been taking care of myself. It's time.

Anybody with me?

By the way, thanks for all the love you've given me. I don't know how I would have made it without each and everyone of you.



BG "Gentle Ben" Thomas

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Crystal Waters was a fun performance at Pride.

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